...the End

my sorrow times seems to come to its logical conclusion. Waking up early in the morning, listening to Sublime songs, morning exercises, a short run, cold shower,smiling to the new Day - Hello Thursday 30th of April! how are you? You are the end of April and the end of my grief & sorrows I hope. You are a fine day and I'm feeling fine.

black & white

This is my black period and I relly got some problems. And some of them I can even call troubles. And here they are:

I got no spare time
I'm having headache all the week
I have no one to go to the cafe with me
I am hunted by a man with a beard and stick
I can not dive head into one matter
I'm beginning to miss my Motherland Kamchatka terribly

one thousand year journey to myself

I'm going on with buying books I got no time to read, studying subjects I got no time to learn, planning journeys I got no time to go... Its like brining things to the graveyard - useless and sentimental. I'm like collecting things on the graveyard of myself

Maybe in nowhere....

Amazing Mary Maze died on the 14th of april. Then after 40 days she had gone forever.

She came to me then in the body of a Ladybird (I know precisely, it was she – Ladybird - they were named after The Virgin Mary, Lady MARY. It’s the "beetle of Our Lady" from the Middle Ages). On the 22nd of april the Ladybird died. It was the 40th day after Masha’s death. Forty days was the period from the resurrection of Jesus to the ascension of Jesus. During this period human Soul travels, and on the 40th day the Soul comes to Angels, who decide would the Soul go to haven or to hell.
Now I have to say Good Bye to you Masha, but I don’t say Farewell.

Maybe in nowhere I’ll be you guest…